i dont bother those who have comments against my bf.

as long as im happy and he's happy.

im contented.

(:

i oso dont bother those who still having comments against my job.

yup.

as long as im working happily.

im satisfied.

(:

am i right?

if ever really there's a day tat im not happy le.

i think i noe wat i shld do.

no worries abt me.

(:

ytd i attached to nbr.

lucky louise is there.

the way she treat her mgr is exactly the same as how she treated me abt 3 to 4yrs ago.

i told glenn 'u're lucky to have her as ur mgr. without her, i wont be wat i am today.'

its true lah ehh.

during those days if she is not there to scold me whenever i made mistake.

i wont realise any until today.

if i nv realise i wont learn.

with her ard.

tats y i realise and i learn all the way until now.

(:

ytd kelvin ng asked me wana transfer to the new store at spring leaf or not.

i told him 'tolong ahh i dont want ahh..tat store is so damn big. got all the assets there -_-"'

den he told me 'good wat..u noe bdae parties, drive thru, mds, cafe, 24/7'

i replied him 'headache de leh handle such a big store. like marina square such a small store im contented le.. haa =D'

celebrated our 1st anni at hot pot culture.

have our own mini steamboat.

free flow of ala-carte dishes.

the most interesting is..

free flow of chocolate fondue.

hee delicious lor.

for the first time i ate buffet with him for two and a half hrs.

lols.

=D

aft dinner actually wanted to take sg flyers de.

but my camera with my bro.

and my bro is at taiwan!!

argh~

we dont wana waste the chance taking sg flyers but nv take any photos.

so ended up we nv take lor.

so shall i blame my bro borrowing my camera tat caused i missed the chance of taking sg flyers?

haa.

work is nv easy.

once u overcome 1 problem.

there will be another problem ahead waiting for u.

but im consider lucky tat ppl will help me when i need help.

im really lucky to have great colleagues ard me.

thanks for giving me advices and im learning them.

(:

well now i really noe tat guy's pride is really very high.

they really want their face so much.

ya.

i got 2 live example at my workplace.

11sep is not tat sway afterall.

i had passed my FTT.

1st attempt!

hooray~

hee.

will start my driving lesson on oct.

excited!!

=D

i've been waiting for the day to arrive.

i did not ask for more.

wat i wish is just to spend the day with him.

but ended up he cant.

i was imagining tat he will give me any surprise or wat.

but i noe actually all these imagines are trying to console me only.

i just wana make myself feel better.

he has been always angry with me.
this time round can i be angry with him?

i can be understanding towards him.

but y cant he be abit more understanding towards me?

i had been feeling so unfair.

i always dare not to say this to him.

coz i noe if i really do it.

there's a high chance of quarrel.

i dont want it to happen.

tats y i just keep to myself.

so call always 'listen' to him.

i try to understand y he want me to do this or do tat.

actually all he wants is tat i dont do anything tat he dont like or dont allow me to do.

well..

as long as its within my limits.

as long as he is not far too much.

for sure i will do it.

but from the bottom of my heart.

i can say tat he nv treat me far too much before.

hmm..

he's always angry with me coz i did not 'obey' him.

as in..

he dont like me to stay at work too long aft my working time.

but i stayed at work coz i always got endless work to do.

he always tell me to leave it and complete the next day.

but to me.

i will feel uneasy if i left my work undone.

and the worst thing is.

there's more job for me the next day.

how?

we always quarrel regarding my long working hours.

actually he dont like it its bcoz..

he dont want me to over-tired.

see..

actually wat he said its for my own good.

im just kind of stubborn not to 'obey' him.

well..

now wat i trying to do is to understand how he thinks.

(:

yeah~

thinking of going to watch F1 night race.

made me feel so excited.

im going to watch it with haffis and fadzli.

hee!

on 27sept aft midnight.

haffis says tat we can watch it by the roadside.

ok lor.

y not?

F1 leh.

its so rare lor.

=D